so confused!

went to mass yesterday, february 20. during mass, i asked myself, is it ash wednesday today? well, that question would be plausible, yes, very plausible, if it was a wednesday!!! holy crap! what's wrong with you? its a tuesday and you ask whether its ash wednesday? well, it took a couple of seconds for me to figure that out.

so ash wednesday came, the following day. i was looking at the UP chapel, wondering, what's up? how come there seems to be a lot of people attending mass today than usual? couple seconds...oh, its ash wednesday!

when will the confusion end? and when will this messed up feeling show hints what's the mess all about?