just woke up a few minutes ago and minutes later, got a phone call from my cousin asking for help. nice way to start the day huh? well, at least he wasnt asking for anything hard. well, it was hard but good thing im not the guy for the job he was asking me to do. so, what i merely did was simply like a consultation, point to him what he has to do and who to go to.

anyway, i thought i was feeling better. well, there are times i do feel better but then that dark cloud that has been hovering over me for more than a week now makes itself felt again. like i said before, its like a neon sign saying "life sucks". or "my life sucks".