normally, downloading something makes me feel a little better. and im always in the mood to download something, no matter how insignificant. now, i just dont feel like it. i dont even want to continue my pending downloads! crap. i better figure out what the fuck's wrong with me! that's really a problem, not knowing what's bothering you. how can you solve a problem which exists but you can't see?! there is even no certainty it exists, but you feel there's something there bugging you, something bringing you down. it just sucks.