can life get any worse? of course it can! holy carp! yes, carp (jay leno thinks the word crap is so unimaginative, and that made me think, but of course i dont agree with him, i like the word crap, but ive been using it too much).

anyway, its like a "three strikes you're out" scenario. got called for civil procedure class last wednesday, Jan10. i was able to blurt out a few sensible answers, not really good, but answers nonetheless. and since i barely recited, the prof, which was her usual way of conducting recitations, asked whether i would like to continue the following meeting, jan 12. and i said yes because it was a chance to improve my recitation grade since i would have the time to prepare. friday came, and well, it was a catastrophe, like my other usual recitations for other subjects. but even it was messed up recitation, the prof gave me another chance, to still recite on monday, jan 15. so monday came, and well, that recitation, where i was most prepared, was the worst of the three! it just pisses you off doesnt it? you work your ass off for nothing. and to make things a bit more frustrating, the prof thinks you're taking things for granted. well, that's my life and its really getting more fucked up by the minute.