Wednesday, June 25, 2014

i feel better after a good rant. but still, God, dafuq? You do know how it hurts for me? send another girl again that i will certainly like, i will reject her the instant i see her. im seriously sick and tired of getting my heart broken because i never stop trying and hoping. or simply because a goddamn hot chick is my ultimate weakness. fuck You God. You give me a goddamn brain and it stops working when i fall for a girl. just when i need it the most. sorry, but with all these failures, i can never trust my goddamn heart.

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

hey God! im really getting sick and tired of Your shit. just when im back up again, You knock me down real hard. tubthumpin huh? You think its funny?

You make me fall for someone else and make me believe again, hope for something nice. Then You take her away. Fine. maybe You didn't take her away. But my question is, why let me meet her when I've decided not to fall for someone again, then make me like her, and after i struggle to avoid her because i knew right from the moment i saw her a few months ago im going to fall for her, You make her pull me back to her only to get rejected? seriously God, when are You going to stop? You do this every time i decide to live that solitary life. You send a girl i will certainly like and when i do something about it, it ends up with a fucking "nope. sorry. not gonna happen". im assuming its my fault i got rejected for the nth time. whose fault could it be? right? then why keep doing it damn it! obviously im not learning and i keep getting my heart fucking broken. but no, you built me in such a way that no matter what happens i wont really break. just close to breaking point but never break. You do know that this game of Yours is starting to take its toll? Why not kill me instantly? Why do i have to endure Your goddamn shit? holy fucking crap. ive been having chest pains for almost a goddamn year now and it got more frequent since i got rejected again. and this exercise of Yours is for obviously no reason at all. because ive tried following Your goddamn rules before, used to believe in them and it always makes me miserable after.

You know, that card reader's right. when she saw me, she asked why im fucking sad. well, her cards said it. i wont get what i want. it was a big fat "NO!" i didnt want to believe in it. i still hoped i will find a girl i want. found one again more or less a month after that card reading. but with this recent rejection, im starting to think it makes more sense to believe in her cards than in Your stupid game.

Sunday, March 16, 2014

all of a sudden, my eyes started leaking. seconds later, i realized its going to be one year since the shit that messed me up. i lost everything in that "fire"

Friday, February 28, 2014

no women, no weed, no alcohol. crap. it feels im back in june 2013. well, at least i can still have weed. or still have sex and booze at my own risk. wait...since when did i learn about caring for anything? fuck this.

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

im not heartbroken! dammit! no one can be heartbroken for almost a year. God, You really know how to piss me off. that was a dirty trick

Sunday, February 23, 2014

that annoying moment when you realize that the feeling is very much alive. damn it. i better not have those kind of dreams again. i dont want sleepless nights because of some fear from seeing something i refuse to see.

Wednesday, February 12, 2014

im not sad. im just pensive. im just going to "enjoy" the remaining months.

so my blood sugar, cholesterol count, hemoglobin levels and uric acid levels are high. but someone said im going to live until i get fucking alzheimers. well, God, im holding You accountable for Your actions. we won't be here if not for Your alleged mysterious but are actually senseless and whimsical ways.

Saturday, February 08, 2014

remember...dont make major decisions when youre angry. meh. fuck it

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

GWR: how long will you hide? how long will you stay angry?

TLT: i dont know. still cant forgive myself for what happened and what ive done.

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

sometimes i wonder if i should have listened to friends. when he said i should start shaking my head and walk away, i thought it was the right thing to do. when he told me how things are if i was looking at things from an objective point of view, he made sense.

months later, i learned it was the right thing to do. i did her a favor because she cant end it on her own. yeah. sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

i hate being right. but what can i do, i am never wrong. im tired of it.

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

how long can i hold it in you ask? as long as it takes. and ill do whatever it takes. like i said before, im ready to pay for the rest of my life

Monday, January 20, 2014

if my rashes are an indication of my mood...well, during the first half of last year, i had no rashes which was weird because since 2003, i usually have rashes. now, theyre incredibly itchy and for the first time in years, appear to be resistant to the ointment i usually use.

yeah. my health is deteriorating fast. so i have that going for me which is nice

Thursday, January 02, 2014

never been the type who knows how to ask for help. even my attempts to ask for it is usually mistaken for something else.

nothing good happens after 2am

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

why do i regret holding on to the people i chose to hold on to? theyre the logical choice. rational choice. why do things continue to fall apart? isnt it possible to, even for a moment, feel that i made the right decision? just a goddamn moment. to at least see that the choice i made was worth it. that walking away was the right thing to fucking do. i knew im going to regret my decision to stop the most meaningful yet confusing pursuit. didnt expect that it also meant that the people i chose to hold on to wouldnt be worth it.

Thursday, December 19, 2013

im inclined to believe there’s such a thing as coincidence. if there was none...God, You’re a [expletives deleted]. bitch faced bastard.

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

if im being taught a lesson for being arrogant and reckless, why dont You come down here so i can break Your neck. i dont like being the subject of sick jokes you crazy fuck

Sunday, December 15, 2013

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im sorry. i really am. im tired and drained. may mga bagay na hindi pwede sabihin. mga paliwanag na di maririnig. so universe, you sick fuck, leave me alone. tangina! obvious naman na di na pwede bawiin ginawa ko kaya tantanan mo na ko. putangina naman. matino naman ginagawa ko sa buhay ko. bakit ayaw mo pa tumigil? kahit kailan, hindi ako maniniwala sa pinagpipilitan mo. ginagago mo lang ako. pota!

Monday, November 04, 2013

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cant believe its been more than a month since i last saw her. the cannabitch is pissed. and her druggie friend isnt talking to me either. and her co-alphabitch is starting to move away from me too because it seems im bad news.

i dont care if i lose my sanity in the process. the weed makes the pain go away. i just want the pain to go away

Monday, October 21, 2013

damn it. i think the booze and weed is starting to mess me up. can a daily buzz really kill that much brain cells? fuck. imma need some uppers. if i have lost all awareness of what im doing and where im going, at least...meh. all i want is one great final adventure before everything falls apart. or at least make me feel and believe im having one even if its...meh. i dont care anymore. fuck this shit. whatever happens, happens. i dont like anything anyway. 

Friday, September 27, 2013

she was going to leave. so she'll burn the bridge eventually. so what do i do? burn the bridge before she does. and now she's pissed? fuck that. i always have one foot out the door. im not going to be the goddamn fool. never again. i wont allow myself to be outplayed again. i admit defeat to an accountant. her mind is as brilliant and sharp as a diamond. but to a stewardess? i dont think i can allow myself to be outplayed this time.

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

this was my fate from the moment i was born. i was never meant to be on Your side. thats why Youve rendered me incapable of being happy. so be it

Sunday, July 14, 2013

i wonder if there is such a thing is too much soda?

Sunday, May 12, 2013

1:20 am. how nice. im thinking of things to do to remember me by. but i think ive made sufficient impressions already.

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

for a person that has become "energetic" and positive, im still far away from being truly open. im trying much harder in keeping out things that i cant control

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

i think i just became too aggressive. am i scaring people away? time to find a new watering hole.

Monday, October 01, 2012

people are starting to bore me again. damn it! cant let it happen. cant let this positive attitude slip away. once the boredom takes over...i need to think of a way to spice things up.

Monday, September 03, 2012

finally learned what song she sang to me the night she asked me to stay until 2:30am. i guess she was thinking of someone else when she was singing this song to me. how rude! she really was dangerous. sigh. oh well. i guess she can only love me in my dreams. damn it! i need to quit this shit.

Tuesday, August 07, 2012

i asked you to dance. is this all you have? not enough my dear friend. sadly, not enough. i want more than this.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

im not feeling well

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

i guess i lack the selfishness to love a person

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

i wonder if God pulled a nasty trick on me. nah. its my own doing. my own initiative. my loss. im the one who wanted to make the deal. i was just too cocky and stupid to fully realize what i was giving up. at least i got what i asked for.

more than half a decade ago, i asked God for something. in return, i offered something i thought wasnt important to me. i was a loner so i thought, it wont be much of a sacrifice on my part since i can easily get by with only myself by my side. little did i know God knew me more than i did. God knew my future more than what my foresight could see. so a little more than a couple of years ago, i tried to break the deal by doing something i already promised i wont do because i already offered it or gave it up. after a few months, God made it clear that the deal is in force. that He actually accepted my offer. so i had to choose. break the deal, which meant losing what i was asking more than half a decade ago, or comply with the agreement and suffer the penalties for breaking it. i chose the latter. but in addition with the compliance, i asked for something in addition to what i initially asked. this time i offered something more. now, im bound by those promises i have made.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

my upper body is in pain. but its not as painful as expected. but its still painful enough to force me to move slower than usual. surprisingly, my body doesnt ache after a serious workout or whenever i jog (i dont even do the stretching thing). but when i went surfing a few weeks ago, my left arm was sore for a week!

Thursday, February 02, 2012

im feeling extremely lazy today

Sunday, January 29, 2012

i am forced to change my hairstyle at the moment because i dont like my hair cut. this is why i dont like getting a haircut recently. the barbershop i used to go to changed its location due to a change in management and along with the change, my former barber disappeared because he no longer likes the new management of the barbershop. this happened more or less two years ago. ever since then, ive been looking for a new barber and i havent found one yet. since i have a job interview tomorrow, i was forced to get a haircut yesterday and the stylist didnt really get what cut i wanted. maybe i should bring my grad pic with me next time.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

my arms are sore and my knees are bruised because i went surfing last monday (yet i still managed to jog yesterday and today. im proud of myself). went to la union with law school blockmates last weekend. it was great. it was nice. wish we could do it more often but the reality is, the older we get, the less likely vacations like this becomes. were running out of time. well, im running out of time. im not exactly the type of friend who's part of a close circle of friends (or a faction in a particular block). im more of an afterthought kind of friend or the "who else is there?" kind of guy. i have the tendency to disappear for months and resurface from time to time. crap. i think im a whale. 

Thursday, January 12, 2012

i just barfed after laughing so hard. didnt know that could happen. well, ive been eating for hours so its not farfetched. i really should start to be mindful of my eating habits. even if i jog daily, it wont stop my weight gain if i eat non-stop. wow, this is something new to me.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

my back is killing me. i just felt the pain in my spine while taking a shower a few minutes ago when i abruptly straightened my back because of the cold water from the shower
i need to clean my room before 2012 comes. gots lots and lots of pieces of paper called receipts, charge slips, brochures, etc. scattered around my room. 

Monday, December 12, 2011

i think the lack of exercise is messing up my brain

Thursday, December 08, 2011

i think im going to be sick. got a mild sore throat. im not surprised. i always catch a cold during december. im usually sick during christmas week. so im doing my last minute xmas shopping with a cold

Sunday, December 04, 2011

i think i just received a missed call from someone from Malaysia

Friday, December 02, 2011

jogged in the rain. hope i dont catch a cold.

Saturday, November 12, 2011

woke up with a hangover this morning. weird part is i didnt drink last night.

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

got my laptop back.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

laptop broke. after 4 years of using it daily, its hinges finally gave in. the repairshop told me it will take 1 to 2 months to get the parts needed. crap.

Saturday, October 08, 2011

my head hurts. im in the office and my head fucking hurts. well, its not that serious, like my head is about to pop. but it really does hurt a lot. and im in the office. i was planning to pay the bills today in the mall, then relax a bit then find a place to work there. but i have to be in the office first. why did my head decide to have a headache today?

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

a thought just entered my head just now. i suddenly remembered a recent dream where i rode a plane. that i was worried because of the altitude and my blood condition. but i risked it anyway. not that there's something weird about it since its only a dream. its just it popped in my head so suddenly and reminded me of some girl who worried about me riding planes.

Monday, September 19, 2011

took a short nap this afternoon when i got home. my nap was interrupted by a strange text message. i had to immediately check some of my online accounts to make sure it wasnt hacked.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

i had to check my other blog what ive been posting lately even if i just posted something an hour or a few hours ago.

today was a very unproductive day.

Saturday, September 10, 2011

just had a colonoscopy earlier today. i was supposed to be given a sedative to put me to sleep but it didnt really work (the nurse said its probably because i have a high tolerance for alcohol). i was awake the whole time and i felt the annoying discomfort the whole procedure. i was groaning due to the slight pain.

there are no definite findings yet but i just hope that the "impression" the doctor got stays that way. i dont want any other serious medical concerns. im financially drained. 

Monday, September 05, 2011

holy crap. how can fat people live with their selves? im not even overweight but im already having difficulties dealing with this weight ive gained. its just so hard to move.

Sunday, September 04, 2011

tiring day. just bought a new desktop PC. and an LED monitor. i still need to transfer the files from the old PC to the new one.

had a really busy weekend.

Monday, August 29, 2011

my whole body is aching. cant even bend. my thighs hurt. i dont recall my body aching this much after cleaning my room. i think its because of age.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

tiring day today. cleaned my room. even the walls. didnt get to finish but i think i managed to do 75% of what im supposed to do.

Friday, August 26, 2011

going to have a very busy, non-work related saturday and sunday. the work-related stuff will be done on monday and probably tuesday too. i cant even enjoy holidays. the worst part is...im going to use up one month and a half of my salary for a necessary, unexpected expense. i guess this is august's goodbye present for this year.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

attended my mandaluyong court hearing. had lunch at trinoma. went to the office. then went back to the mall after office hours to watch Cowboys and Aliens. also, i checked Cyberzone and finally saw the 10 inch samsung galaxy tab. i did a lot of things in between but im too tired to think about it

Monday, August 22, 2011

i have court hearings on the next two days and i need to finish my part in the supreme court memorandum by wednesday. and i thought the last few days of august will be my rest days. im going to use the holidays next week to clean my room and do other chores.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

not feeling well again. crap. the extra non-working day last friday gave me more time to sleep but i didnt really rest during the time im awake.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

done with the SC oral arguments. finally. now comes the 20 day period to submit the memorandum. position paper on thursday, hearing next tuesday. and half a month left til august ends

Friday, August 05, 2011

i think its time to have my eyes checked

Wednesday, August 03, 2011

not feeling well. i really feel dizzy. very dizzy. damn it. and i was thinking earlier whether to buy pizza or a hotdog sandwich after i leave work. i dont think i can enjoy it given that i feel like throwing up.

Tuesday, August 02, 2011

very tiring day. had a lunch meeting with Senator Pimentel and Atty. Romulo Macalintal earlier today in preparation for the SC oral arguments next tuesday. in addition to that, i need to drop by the PAO office in relation to the murder case im handling, review a city ordinance to prepare a legal memo and review an expropriation case that started way back in the sixties. and the decision for the election protest case im handling is due next week.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

went to cavite yesterday to go to my cousin's wake. first time i saw him and unfortunately, he's inside a coffin. also learned that i was baptized in a hospital (i was confined in the hospital due to lobar pneumonia). my parents decided to have me baptized because i was always severely ill as a baby. if we only had a tradition similar to the korean Doljanchi, my parents probably threw a big celebration when i reached my first birthday.

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

i think im going to bed early tonight. im starting to not feel well again. i hope this wont lead to another set of lab tests.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

watched the 2nd installment of the last Harry Potter movie today. its nothing compared to the book. but its not a bad film adaptation. i guess.

bought 2 pairs of denim pants yesterday. i was supposed to buy a new pair of shoes too but there were too many people because of the mall wide sale. i didnt benefit from the mall sale because the items on sale dont cover my size. im better off buying my stuff during regular mall days.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

not feeling well again. i just got well earlier today. crap. seriously? i already had myself checked almost two weeks ago and the x-ray didnt show anything wrong. the same thing for my ultrasound and other lab tests. i dont want to buy anymore meds! there's going to be a mall wide sale this weekend and i need to buy a new pair of jeans and leather shoes.

Saturday, July 09, 2011

paid some bills and had a kko kko tour marathon. lost a few pounds because of my illness so im trying to gain it back. i will have to eat more often.

Wednesday, July 06, 2011

called in sick today. got a high fever but i still did some work during the morning. ive been taking meds for my other illnesses so i have no idea what's the origin of this fever. i need to get rid of this fever by tomorrow. ive got lots of stuff to do plus a lunch meeting.

Tuesday, July 05, 2011

despite my very weak condition, i continue to work. just a few more days and then i will be able to really rest without much worries. just hold on a little longer physical self. if life can be a little nicer, the workload will be very manageable by next week and physical self can get some rest to recover.

Saturday, July 02, 2011

very tiring day. at least today, its not because of work. spent the morning getting some lab tests and received a prescription for some expensive medication. watched Transformers 3 during the afternoon and then bought some stuff at the mall. got home around 8. tomorrow, i resume work and start a week long medication for one of my ailments.

Thursday, June 30, 2011

im too busy and tired to care. makes me thankful that i can still get enough time to sleep. not a good night sleep though due to some pain ive been having for weeks but its still sleep nonetheless.

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

just got home from work. crap. i have a hearing tomorrow. im too tired to prepare. i guess i will just have to wake up really, really early.

Monday, June 27, 2011

very productive day today. managed to do a lot of work. yet not enough to finish everything. i hope i continue this hardworker mode until the end of the week.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

at the end of the day, i just want to relax but its the middle of the week so its kinda impossible. the fact that Mcdonald's Matalino is still closed makes matters worse. i dont have a "happy place". there's no good alternative place where i can get my morning coffee before i go to my court hearings. i miss my morning cup of coffee before i go to work.

the internet is starting to get boring too. im no longer hooked on facebook. i only check my emails because of force of habit. the only thing i have left are my PS3 and my soshi addiction.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

im seriously not feeling well.
im not feeling well. i think its psychosomatic. coincidentally, im listening to prodigy's breathe.

Thursday, June 16, 2011

i think there's something wrong with my back. nothing seriously wrong. not yet. but certainly, there's something wrong

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

my lower back's been hurting since this morning. weird thing about it is, one of the cases ive scheduled to review and assess today involves a client who suffered from a lower back injury. of course my back pain is nothing compared to his. he suffered from a lower back injury due to heavy labor given the nature of his work. i think my back pain is my body's way of trying to symphathize with the client.

Monday, June 06, 2011

much as i want to be a hardworking person and be a workaholic, im having difficulties. the most i can be right now is be a laid back person. thats better than being just plain lazy. at least i get things done. but still its unacceptable given my pace of learning the tricks of the trade.

i started thinking, how come i cant use my "workaholic mode"? i really need it. especially right now that i have court hearings for three straight weeks (average of four hearings per week). being laid back is just good enough to make sure i get something done. but its really not a job well done. its probably good enough but obviously lacking stuff. or maybe not good enough at all. there's just some output. plain and simple.

im laid back in a sense, i sleep in my office room to rest. when im tired, i stop working. of course, i only stop when i can afford to stop, meaning no deadlines. but on the inside, i get occasional panic attacks when my brain starts to give me the "big picture" or the amount of work to be done.

i need to do something about this.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

went to UP earlier today to read some updated law books. when i got there, the guard told me its closed. i then asked if its closed just today or will it be closed next saturday. he said something i idiotically failed to realize. its summer! the law library is always closed on saturdays during summer! sheesh. i even thought earlier that it should be open on a saturday because there are saturday classes. there are no classes during summer. i totally forgot its May. damn it. and its been like that since i was in law school and it hasnt been that long since i was a law student.

Thursday, May 19, 2011

i wish i can make things right. but i promised im going to leave things the way they are and try to forget about it. half a decade swept under the rug. move out then never come back

Tuesday, May 03, 2011

there's just some things in life you just have to let go. i might regret it, i might not. at this point, i wouldnt really know. its my future self's problem, not mine. right now, letting go and moving somewhere else seems to make a lot of sense. holding on just makes me feel stupid. so im going to hold on to what i believe...and at the moment, i believe in letting go. abandon all hope and forsake everything.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

i was wondering earlier today what's wrong with me. i realized that my mind keeps getting in the way. my will isnt strong enough to overcome it. i cant go against it. it has always dictated my every thought, my every move. my mind needs some reformatting but it doesnt want me to.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

my neck hurts. 2nd day of a month long daily court hearing

Sunday, April 24, 2011

tired. and i have a week filled with court hearings. spent holy thursday driving. visita iglesia. spent friday studying. spent saturday shopping for another set of court attire. spent sunday studying. im drained.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

went to montalban and then avilon zoo. very tired.

Friday, April 15, 2011

i feel incredibly tired. like i spent the day traveling. but all i did was sit in my office the entire day.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

the busy life is kicking in. im just a few pages from finishing a non-law book im reading and i cant even squeeze a few minutes to finish it. and ive skipped my japanese language self-study for two weeks now. crap. and i was making some good progress lately.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

got a cut on my lip (because of shaving) and a cut on my finger (because of recklessly sliding my finger on the edge of a mirror with no frame). i hate cuts

Sunday, April 03, 2011

used my weekend shopping.

yesterday, i bought 2 barongs, a pair of slacks and a pair of leather shoes. shopping for clothes isnt my thing but i have no choice. i need to buy additional barongs. i need a spare long sleeve barong because i only have one long sleeve barong (in dark blue). got myself a white one because i dont want to stand out. not yet. i need to blend in for now. back then, standing out wasnt an issue. well, its was really something i purposely did then but now, things have changed. i need to keep a low profile until its ok to attract attention. bought another short sleeve barong when i found out last thursday that my gray barong was the exact same barong used by parking attendants at Alex Grill. damn it! that was my OLA barong.

anyway, i also bought a new pair of slacks because i only have one pair that fits me. i gained a lot weight (if i were to believe the online body mass index calculator, im just 10-15 pounds away from being overweight) so all my old slacks, with the exception of one, which i bought a few months ago, no longer fit.

as for the shoes, i dont even remember when i bought my current leather shoes. its that old. i was supposed to buy new pairs of socks and a leather belt but, just buying the four items really wore me out.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

a friend recently asked how come he doesnt see me online on YM anymore. well, i just dont...feel like going online anymore. its not the first time this happened. back in college, i was "active" on YM. after i graduated i was still kind of active. it wasnt until the latter half of 2004 that i lost interest in it. i became active again in 2006. maybe after a year or two, i hibernated again. then active again by the end of 2008 or early 2009. by mid-2009, i lost interest again. so its seasonal in a way, with external factors affecting my online behavior. i guess.

Monday, March 28, 2011

and my world continues to shrink

i went to cubao for three consecutive days last weekend. first was last friday to meet a friend. second was last saturday to buy groceries. third was yesterday to buy some CDs for my sister and some materials for my brother.

yesterday, i also met two current clients of our law office. one was at the MRT cubao station, the other one at Gateway. what's interesting to note in both instances is that i saw these clients when i decided to go back a few meters from where i was heading. at the MRT cubao station, i was already on my way to Fairmart when i saw the line at the ATM (i needed some extra funds). so i decided to go to the ATM located near the police booth at the MRT station (which i just passed). that's where i saw my client, who happens to be a police officer. an hour later, i was already heading towards Puregold, coming from Ali Mall, to buy dinner for my family when i decided to eat at Taco Bell first. since i was absorbed with whatever im thinking, i didnt notice Taco Bell and just realized it when i was already in front of the National Book Store entrance. while walking in front of National Book Store, i had the nagging feeling i missed something. thats when i realized i decided minutes earlier to drop by Taco Bell first before going to Puregold. so i went back to Gateway. that's where i saw the other client of our law office.

if i didnt decide to turn back in both instances,  i wouldnt have seen these clients and i wouldnt have felt that my world is growing smaller.