i feel better after a good rant. but still, God, dafuq? You do know how it hurts for me? send another girl again that i will certainly like, i will reject her the instant i see her. im seriously sick and tired of getting my heart broken because i never stop trying and hoping. or simply because a goddamn hot chick is my ultimate weakness. fuck You God. You give me a goddamn brain and it stops working when i fall for a girl. just when i need it the most. sorry, but with all these failures, i can never trust my goddamn heart.