i went to the mall a while ago to eat lunch. i came from UP because i had to pay my tuition fee. im a bit thankful im not covered by the tuition fee increase but at the same time, im a bit disturbed by the increase itself. it really is a big increase! anyway, im digressing, again! so i was at the mall, and i thought to myself, how the hell was i able to watch all the movies last semester? and when i say movies, i mean not only the ones shown in cinemas but also the ones on video. it appeared to me that i had a lot of time, when in fact i had little time. i was about to say no time to watch movies but that would be an exaggeration. well, no time to watch all of those movies i watched, thats a bit realistic statement. anyway, its weird because the way i remember it, i was also able to read all my readings. where the hell did i get all that time? maybe bruno has a point, maybe it appeared to me i was studying. because between movies and studying, i am more certain that i watched those movies, i couldnt have imagined it. but i also know i read my readings! why would they have highlighted pages? it wont highlight itself! but then again, last semester was so stressful, that's why i watched movies a lot. and also, i had problems concentrating and focusing in school. in addition to some personal stuff that bothered me. for sure, im not crazy to have imagined i was studying. anyway, i better not repeat the kind of performance i did last semester because my grades...my grades are just so bad. but then again, things just went beyond my control last semester. this time, i better double my efforts, and just hope that i have full control of things. ok, maybe if not full control, considerable control so that i wont make my grades plunge so low, i would be burying myself alive.