tomorrow will be november 30. unlike 2 years ago, tomorrow isnt really a deadline ive set. its more of seriously starting "re-activating" what should have been done this year. now that i think about it, my self six years ago was correct. things are happening the way i thought will happen. if i didnt change myself back in 2004, all these wont be a problem. i shouldnt have listened to others, i knew better. now what i need is the fuel for the fire to burn so i can finally return to my pre-2004 self.