off to montalban in a few hours. will stay there until saturday. wont be online for a few days. will be difficult because im still an internet addict. i just have to check my emails at least once a day. 

parents changed plans...again!!! i really hate it when they do that. we have plans too and it really sucks that we have to adjust to their stupid change of plans

im still in the process of formulating my new year's resolution. if this year's focus was me and improving my sense of discipline and commitment (no surprise there, ive always been too self-centered to care about other people than me), next year's focus, as it appears to me at the moment, would revolve around my relationship with other people. so its still me only it involves other people too. i tried "settling" some of them this year but it seems some things cant be rushed. so right now, i have 6 people i need to deal with next year. 

just woke up. my body really hurts because of all the cleaning i did yesterday

the only productive thing i was able to do today was clean my room and the bathroom. my head hurts right now

not feeling well. damn it. i cleaned my room then cleaned one of our bathrooms. then took a bath. i knew it wasnt a good idea to take a bath after tiring myself out because of all the cleaning but i took a bath anyway. 

tried to study for corpo. didnt cover much. slept all morning. went to shopwise cubao to meet my mother and sister. while they were at the grocery, i went to SM to see if i could buy a new pair of pants. didnt find one. went home. it wasnt a very productive day

studied pril yesterday. was able to cover a few chapters. then went to UP to walk because im not really physically fit to jog yet. was able to do 4 laps around the academic oval.

went to quiapo today. accompanied my sister because she wanted to buy an "mp5" player. had lunch in ma mon luk. the mami was nice. got a haircut too.

its the 26th, its 430 am and im just waiting to fall back to sleep. 

i will have to do a 2 week recap since i said to myself i need to blog as much as possible about stuff that happens everyday my memory is getting worse.

dec 14, dont know what happened.

dec 15, had pril and corpo. 

dec 16, had law and envi and crim law rev. burned a bunch of DVDs for lani

dec 17, took the rem law rev quiz, shopped in trinoma with kate, nash, weng and dielle, took some photos of the lantern parade, attended the block dinner at carlos pizza, capitol, went to keisie's place for some kind of "afterparty". got home around 430am

dec 18, went to the law office then went to divisoria then went to national bookstore cubao. ran into diane and melai. had dinner with family because it was my parent's wedding anniversary

dec 19, scratched the taxi of our neighbor, did the team7 project at kuya center then went to bruno's place, with maricel and kai (and then cheska) for another one of his grill parties. got home before 3am

dec 20 - slept the entire day. had a very tiring week. attended "simbang gabi" with diane. then went to mcdonalds cubao. got home around 2am i think.

dec 21 - visited my cousin in the UST hospital. then went to SM North with my siblings to shop for gifts. then went home and wrote the stupid email.

dec 22 - dont remember what happened on this day

dec 23 - submitted my profile and write up. out of the 4 people i asked to make me a write up only 2 were able to give me one. 

dec 24 - did another one of them last minute shopping. i go shopping for gifts on the 24th every year. got home around 6pm, tired. was finally able to have a webcam conversation with iskra

dec 25 - christmas day. went to my cousin's house in fairview for the yearly family gathering. greeted everyone i could reach by text message while passing the time away. did a lot of reflecting and looked at where my life is heading. 

dec 26 - today. going to go to quiapo to buy something. spending not over. damn it. maybe i will finalize my new year's resolution tonight to get a head start. 

i hate christmas

im feeling better now. was depressed since tuesday. wonder why. i wake up late. and i dont feel like doing anything. at least its gone now. maybe its the romcom that fixed it. went to the spa again a while ago to get a massage. stupid depression makes me spend more and make stupid decisions. 

just rented and watched what happens in vegas

my head hurts. just had corpo today. 

wednesday: decided to have lunch at home because im trying to save money after spending some of it the night before by getting a massage because i got depressed with the fact that im going to buy a stupid gift for a person i never expected i would give one in the first place. so i just slept the entire morning because i was really pissed. then went to school, attended my pril class. then went to my corpo class which was cancelled. so i then went to my remlawrev class which was 5-9pm. helped kate setup her laptop's wifi connection. didnt recite nothing was assigned. 

thursday: another OLA duty day. no RRAFs for me to do. just spent hours doing nothing by reading stuff from the net. asked diane about some tips on what to buy for the person assigned to me since i really dont know what to buy and i dont want to think about what to buy either. then case con for until almost 3pm. then entertained some delegation of foreigners, which ended around 6pm. went home. did this. 

went to school around 10am. passed by Best Diagnostic first to get my 2nd CBC result. reached school around 11am. did my RRAF. dropped by OLA to make a phone call, follow up the status of a case in the NLRC. then i checked a website for law and envi. had lunch inside the classroom. later, i  found out that there's no law and envi. and in crimlaw rev, the professor didn't attend the class but he sent a proctor. also, there's this block kris kringle and when i saw the name in the piece of paper, all i could do was groan out loud and ask to myself, what the fuck?  

i should require myself to blog here everyday. my memory isnt functioning well lately. 

nothing much happened today. was supposed to have corpo but i wasnt able to go to class. also had my 2nd CBC within the week. received a text and call from jen laygo asking me to go to makati and drink with them. unfortunately, im not free to go. i have class tomorrow and lots of stuff to do. and i need to stay away from alcohol for a while. i also fixed barney's get pysched mix

i took a break from blogging last month. i just didnt feel like writing anything. so what stuff happened lately that i think i shouldnt forget? 

there's the enrollment hassle. my being a Team Leader for my OLA team. the weekly OLA class component. got called for PRIL already. got called twice in RemLaw Rev. the PDA breaking down. my saturday rizal lib research. dropping by diane's place. mark asking for a tomadores get together. watching twilight with bruno, maricel, kai, cheska and kat. my stupid birthday. the yearbook pictorial. me being the last minute proxy for a teammate's hearing. the hot foreigner jogger. the stranger that tried to cheer me up with her dance moves and nice personality. the bacterial infection that made me sick for almost a week. the launching of the gonzalo gonzales professorial chair. my traffic violation.

i think thats the eventful stuff that happened in the last 30 days. each sentence could be a subject of a blog entry. 

third day of stomach ache. it started around a little past 4pm or maybe 5pm last saturday, november 29, day after my birthday. i ate a beef and potato wrap and seafood wrap from healthy kitchen inside the ateneo caf. and drank water from the water fountain inside the rizal library. the stomache ache isnt as intense as it was last saturday but its still very bothersome. and i went to the bathroom thrice today and twice yesterday. and thrice or four times last saturday.