one of the saddest things is not being able to fully explain one's side. sometimes i get to meet applicants or clients who just want to be heard in court but unfortunately, it would just be a waste of everybody else's time because whatever they say will not change a thing. thats why my judgment was clouded once when i met such a client because i can relate. im the type who hates explaining myself but theres just some instances that needs to be clarified with other people. and theres one that i strongly want to explain but im restraining myself from doing so because it wont change a thing no matter how many times i explain it or no matter to how many persons i tell it.