Domestic life

I have to remind myself not to go home if possible. I think im better off anywhere than being at home. Well, when it comes to peace of mind at least. And i still call it home and not a mere house where my family resides because, it still is a very nice home. It just so happens that i dont fit in it. Whenever im at home, i get burdened with stuff and never really given that amount of time i need to really relax (and when i say relax, i mean peace and comfort without being disturbed in any way. Thats why i like to be home alone). Someone's always knocking on my door or asking me to do stuff. And the reason they ask me and not somebody else (and there are lots of somebody else) is because they reason out that im the only one capable. Yeah right. Its either they really are clueless of the skills of other people (who are better than me with regard to some stuff and usually its the stuff they are asking me to do) or they just like to pick on me because i easily give in. That sucks. I just hate my current domestic life. And my social life isnt any better because of my loner tendencies (i just have to stay away from people from time to time) and my demanding academic life.