i guess i could it say everything's going as expected. like these past 2 years, something fucked up comes up that messes things up. problem is, its a very hazy something. right now, im having a hard time pulling myself together. i didnt attend three classes this week! im disturbed/bothered again by something i dont know that's really bringing me down. in 2006 it came late january. in 2007 it came around mid-february. this year is a little early since its only the first week. but its still within the expected period since im expecting it to come around the first three months at the beginning of the year. another problem is, i havent really figured out how to fight it. this semester is the last time i can bounce back. if theres a perfect time for it, now is the time. one last chance. so, i better figure out how to counter this thing thats holding me down or well, everything will be lost. well, everything i know now. crap.