im not feeling well. feeling nauseous since 4pm today.

i went to two interviews last week for two law firms. im now waiting for a third law firm to schedule an interview. im really hoping to get hired in another law firm. but at the same time, i dont mind if end up staying with my current law office.

the thing about work is that it helps in making days go by. its a meaningful distraction that makes time less burdensome in a way.

dream recall: (dream recall entries should be posted in another blog but i inadvertently transformed that blog into a "bookmark" blog. posting it now would make the entry look out of place)

dreamt of getting married. again! in my last dream i said that there must have been some good deal behind the marriage. the bride was pretty but she wasnt my type. this time, i was set to get married to two different people. one in the morning and one in the afternoon. as usual, in my dream, i really dont want to get married but for some reason im bound by something to do it. and i was thinking very hard how i can escape being charged with bigamy. and how im going to pull off the two marriages. didnt get to attend the second marriage since i woke up already. didnt even finish the first one. actually, i didnt even finish the other one too. i wake up the moment i see the bride walking towards me.

just threw my retractable mouse against the wall. it broke into pieces. naturally. and its all because i got pissed with the slow internet connection. losing my temper would be understandable if i had a stressful day at work but that wasnt the case.

note to self: avoid getting addicted to "illegal" drugs.

i have a hearing in a few hours. i need to wake up early to review the case file. still got the usual headache. and i forgot to look for the missing key.

in addition to doing some legal research work, cleaning a pair of shoes, reading a book and learning the katakana, i have to include searching for a missing key to the stuff im going to do...when i wake up in a few hours. just found out one my keys in my key chain is missing. dont know when it went missing (or how it went missing) since its been weeks since i last used the missing key. crap. where the hell will i start looking for a missing key?! i just washed my bag earlier yesterday! it cant be in my bag. well, it shouldnt be there even if my place my key chain there. damn it!!!!  i need to forget about it for a while so i can sleep. 

this is the second night of having a headache. i wonder if i should have my blood viscosity checked? its also been a couple of days since i woke up with a numb right arm. and my kidney area on both sides have been feeling a bit painful for three days now. damn it. just earlier this week, i damaged my throat because i coughed too hard one night. i should start strengthening my physical self soon.

i need to look for more law offices. i submitted my resume to three offices and still no calls. well, its only three. i should start to look for more law offices. my officemate joked that i could submit my resume to the law offices handling the opposing parties' case the pleadings that im making. well, if i become desperate, i might really try it.



ever since i started my temp work, ive done a handful of legal research, appeared for a hearing that im absolutely not prepared for. i was only informed about it around 8am that we dont have a lawyer that could attend the 8:30 hearing. so i had less than 30 minutes to prepare. not prepare for the case but prepare to get out of bed and find my barong. so i rushed to the trial court to make an appearance and inform the court that we are not prepared and explain why. unfortunately, the judge didnt find the reason satisfactory and ordered that the case should proceed. crap. anyway, the judge decided that the fiscal should do the lawyer work since im not qualified yet nor prepared to do it. i dont even have the case file with me!

also attended a labor case. so far that's work. im getting old and underpaid. at least im getting good exposure to a well rounded legal work.

hired! sort of. just finished my first day of work.

one full week since the last bar exam sunday and im still having dreams about the bar exams. the other day i dreamt there was a fifth bar sunday. and earlier today, i dreamt that i wasnt able to write my name on my booklet.

went to solgen this morning to submit my resume. tried to re-learn hiragana and read a book about philippine-japan relations. bought the book back in college and never read it. i dont remember why i bought it in the first place.

not feeling well. i think im going to be sick. i have a headache and my throat hurts. at least the bar exams are over.

lost 10 pounds since june. with just a few days left before the 2010 bar exams is finally over, i guess i wont be losing more than a couple more pounds. while people usually gain weight, i lose them. its very easy for me to lose weight. i can lose it overnight if i wanted to. i remember back in college, i lost 2 pounds by merely pulling off an all nighter. thats why i try not to lose sleep. i can get really grumpy when i lack sleep (and im not exactly the cheerful type during my normal mode). i become less inhibited when i dont have much sleep. so its either im grumpy or playful. depends on the mood.

what the crap is up with this weather! its soooo hot!!!! its september already! where the crap is the cool air? where's the rain!? damn it!!!!! i hate the warm weather! unless im in beach mode.

done with the first bar sunday. one down, three to go

soooo tired!!! spent the day doing some "last minute" review for the first bar sunday. i hope i managed to cover everything i need to cover for poli and labor and that i remember them until sunday. now its time to go to youtube and watch...

nine ladies dancing!
nine ladies singing!
nine ladies laughing!
nine ladies joking!
nine korean chicks!
four music vids!
three hot girls!
two fancam clips!
and a girl group nicknamed SoShi

holy crap! i studied from 9am to 11pm! 14 hours!? inclusive of 20 minute lunch and four 15 minute breaks.  

i still have a swollen lip and a swollen cheek. looks like i have a serious gum infection.

got a swollen cheek and a swollen lip. its really getting me down. it causes some discomfort when i eat

attended the first preweek lecture a while ago. then went to the dentist to have my swollen gum checked