for a person that has become "energetic" and positive, im still far away from being truly open. im trying much harder in keeping out things that i cant control

i think i just became too aggressive. am i scaring people away? time to find a new watering hole.

people are starting to bore me again. damn it! cant let it happen. cant let this positive attitude slip away. once the boredom takes over...i need to think of a way to spice things up.