a thought just entered my head just now. i suddenly remembered a recent dream where i rode a plane. that i was worried because of the altitude and my blood condition. but i risked it anyway. not that there's something weird about it since its only a dream. its just it popped in my head so suddenly and reminded me of some girl who worried about me riding planes.

took a short nap this afternoon when i got home. my nap was interrupted by a strange text message. i had to immediately check some of my online accounts to make sure it wasnt hacked.

i had to check my other blog what ive been posting lately even if i just posted something an hour or a few hours ago.

today was a very unproductive day.

just had a colonoscopy earlier today. i was supposed to be given a sedative to put me to sleep but it didnt really work (the nurse said its probably because i have a high tolerance for alcohol). i was awake the whole time and i felt the annoying discomfort the whole procedure. i was groaning due to the slight pain.

there are no definite findings yet but i just hope that the "impression" the doctor got stays that way. i dont want any other serious medical concerns. im financially drained. 

holy crap. how can fat people live with their selves? im not even overweight but im already having difficulties dealing with this weight ive gained. its just so hard to move.

tiring day. just bought a new desktop PC. and an LED monitor. i still need to transfer the files from the old PC to the new one.

had a really busy weekend.