i still have a swollen lip and a swollen cheek. looks like i have a serious gum infection.

got a swollen cheek and a swollen lip. its really getting me down. it causes some discomfort when i eat

attended the first preweek lecture a while ago. then went to the dentist to have my swollen gum checked

just got back from the dentist. my gum on my right cheek is a bit swollen (i can feel it through my right cheek) and she said its probably due to my stress levels. if there's anything good with signs, its my body. it didnt deem the rashes and the cough as sufficient to tell me im stressed. it had to include swollen gums.

mcdo matalino did something nice for me today. even if i was still at the back of the line and it wasnt my turn yet, they already prepared my order. i didnt have to wait for the guy before me to finish his order and i was already done with my transaction. i hope fast food restos can be this efficient all the time.

as regards the hostage drama yesterday, i think the policemen should seek the aid of event organizers and wedding coordinators. the latter is more efficient and effective in getting the job done.

im not feeling well. i hope its not dengue. got a mosquito bite on my right leg. hope it wasnt caused by an aedis aegypti mosquito. not sure if i got the scientific name right. grade school stuff have been dislodged by new material i need to remember until september ends. if it is dengue, i just wish my blood condition could serve as a mitigating factor and i dont have to be confined or something.

finally! a quite productive day. it was a fucking struggle but productive nonetheless. just a few weeks before the bar exam month and im already showing signs of "wear and tear" (my brain is too tired to think and search for the right words). my body is really starting to reject review mode. just a few pages of reading and i start to feel very warm and nauseous. my throat starts to ache too if i insist on reviewing. so i had to resort to a lot of breaks, some lasted for half an hour, some lasted for two hours, depends on whether my body wont mind me hitting the books again. its a very intermittent way of reviewing but at least im moving forward. managed to cover 185 pages (which isnt really good because the target was 400 pages and it was scheduled to be done yesterday! but i would say not bad since i had no output whatsoever from the days prior. days prior? aaaahh! too tired to think)

just saw my August 12 post, 3am. cant remember making it. wow, i must have been really messed up during that time i cant even remember posting it. although its me alright, i dont recall actually writing it and posting it.

another unproductive day. three days in a row.

i want to be with someone. unfortunately, i cant. damn it

i dont care. i dont care. i dont ca-a-a-a-a-are. i didnt study much today. i started not feeling well. also, im starting not to care too. im just too booooored. day in day out, all day long, all i do is study. well, i take breaks and rest days but breaks and rest days arent fun!!! i hate it when i get too bored about something. and i think im suffering from withdrawal symptoms. why do pretty women have to smell so nice? aaw, crap! i hate having limited time! this is a restriction of my freedom of movement or something.

started reviewing around 1pm. woke up late. was able to review 260 pages. 100 pages short of the target for today. 100 pages is a lot to carry over for tomorrow. and i was planning to free up some time so i can watch a movie. not sure if thats going to happen. wait...i think i still can if im going to wake up early!!! i hate myself every morning because i always try to reason with my half-awake self not to wake up yet.

very unproductive day

as usual, i studied. im behind 30 pages for today. attended mass late in the afternoon and then walked home in the rain (i attended the mass in the PoHS/UP Chapel. i really dont like IHMP). it was nice...and idiotic. i could have caught a cold when i cant afford to be sick. my shoes and shorts were drenched. had to place my cellphones and mp3 player in my backpocket because it wasnt as wet as the rest of my shorts.

got nothing new to report to myself. i just studied today. had coffee, applie pie and french fries when i studied for a couple of hours in mcdonalds matalino. today is a productive day.

got nothing new to report to myself. i just studied today. had coffee, applie pie and french fries when i studied for a couple of hours in mcdonalds matalino. today is a productive day.

just got home. finally got my bar permit! whew. this means its time to really get serious. i wonder if i can really execute the 16hour study schedule? i think its possible. the problem is i might not be able to control my rageaholic side. if not, then a 12hour study schedule is the minimum i should make sure i accomplish. and if dont manage to pull that of, i still have plan C and plan D. time to execute plan A...starting tomorrow. 

unproductive day. my right ear hurts. my vision is blurred. tongue is still abnormal. same portion at the back of my head hurts from time to time.

finally, was able to study and cover a substantial portion. yesterday, i was just not in the mood.

tried starting the day right. woke up a little past 6am, attended mass, studied in mcdo matalino and went home around 10 to 1030 am. continued studying until around 3pm when i was interrupted by a loud videoke-like session. this lasted until 630pm. there's still a videoke session happening while writing this but its not as loud as before. and im not feeling well at the moment. i think im going to be sick. august, youre simply incredible.