having sleeping problems. fell asleep around 6am. crap.

ive been very unproductive since Friday. some of my teeth hurts. havent fully recovered from the minor surgery but i would say im 75%-80% back to normal. now my plan is to sleep less. not only to make more time but to prevent myself from sleep indulgence. i have to get used to having not much sleep.

studied. not as productive as yesterday but i studied.

saw Inception. like what i just tweeted hours earlier, it was ok. when i say its ok, it probably means good to most people since my standards are high. right after seeing the movie, went straight to econ lib to study. studied a little more in Mcdo Matalino. what i established today is...i can still manage my time well. i was able to insert a 2 and half hour movie in my sched and still cover substantially the same material. thats good. and theres still room for improvement and i figured out a way how to do it. this has been a productive day

studied in Econ lib. making good progress on my pace. tongue still annoys me.

back to bar review mode...with a some painful distractions. and im down to 20 pages per hour. damn it! i need to warm up again to get to the pace i was in before the surgery.

so what the crap was i up to lately?

took the mock bar last sunday. had my impacted tooth removed last monday. didnt study from monday to friday because i decided to really rest in order to recover quickly from the minor surgery. my right cheek is still swollen and my tongue is still mildly numb. hopefully i can study normally by tomorrow.

wasted saturday. was very unproductive.

today, took the mock bar. wasnt prepared but i managed to write answers on all items. minor surgery tomorrow.

woke up late because of the stupid toothache. fell asleep around 6am. woke around 11am so my day started around noon. watched the world cup around 4am because i knew i wont fall asleep with the pain. went to my old dentist to schedule the extraction/minor surgery. not sure if the headache im feeling is related to the tooth ache. its like a hammer hitting lightly the top of my head.

what did i do yesterday? i dont quite remember. i studied thats for sure but what happened in between the study breaks...its a blur.

took the mock bar today. it was ok. will continue studying tomorrow.

depression just kicked in. really? i have to deal with this now with a tooth ache and a cold while monitoring my somewhat negligible bacterial infection and reviewing for the bar? and trying to counter distractions too. i have to admit, my mental and physical weakness is making me fall apart at the seams.

what the crap happened yesterday? i wasnt able to take the mock bar. didnt feel well. just tried to rest yesterday.

went to the doctor this morning. she said there's nothing wrong with me. got a negligible bacterial infection and that my impacted tooth could be contributing to whatever im feeling. she said it might be affecting a nerve so i need to have it extracted as soon as possible.

oh crap. im heating up! i wonder if im going to spontaneously combust?

haha. i just tried snapping my fingers and wondered if i can make them spark. but seriously, i really feel hotter than a while ago as if my temperature is rising. but like i said, the thermometer says my temps normal. what the crap is going on!?

im hot!

yup. im hot. well, i feel hot. checked my temperature and i dont have a fever. i feel like im burning up. i checked if the thermometer is working. its working fine. i have a normal temperature yet i feel like im really burning. my eyes...well, not really burning, but it feels very warm. i guess this is how it feels like if i dont have sweat glands. its like im covered with warm air. what the crap is wrong with me? ive been asking God for rain (strong rain) because i really, really hate the warm feeling. now i realize, maybe there's something wrong with me and not the weather. i feel like im overheating.

anyway, i started the day around 530am. went to mcdo matalino around 6am to study. started feeling warmer than usual during the afternoon until now. mock bar tomorrow.

took the mock bar exam for poli and labor yesterday. happy with labor. need to read more for poli.

went to the clinic today for xray, urinalysis and blood test. not feeling well since wednesday. wasnt able to study anything today. i dont have a fever but i have mild muscle pains and i really dont feel well.