had a busy ola duty. met a client nad had couple of RRAFs

had nego. went to commonwealth. entered the dragon. had puboff meeting. ate dinner with aimee, diane, con and erwin. went to eunilaine. walked home. blogged. sleepy

went to antipolo rtc this morning to personally serve a manifestation. then went to ola. then went home and when i got home, wasnt feeling well. i was feeling dizzy. so i went to sleep.

just got a Tarot reading from Kat last friday. im not sure if its accurate, but its not inaccurate either. the thing about my past and present is somewhat correct. im not sure if it was correct because of the general nature of the reading. since its that general, its possible that it could create the illusion of accuracy.

anyway, if the past and present is somewhat correct, chances are, the reading on my future could also be correct to a certain extent. if thats the case, then all i have to do is just wait and endure despite being surrounded by frustrations because the reading said i just have to be patient. so does that mean, things will come my way someday?

monday - went to bicutan to brief mike's client
tuesday - accompanied mike and maricel for mike's client's direct examination
wednesday - accompanied cheska for her client's promulgation
thursday - OLA duty, met with 3 clients and accompanied cheska to paranaque RTC
friday - going to attend nego class, see OLA director, mail manifestations, attend ADR

why has death not come for me? a question which im very interested to know the answer

went to Bicutan to accompany mike brief his client for his direct examination tomorrow.

the day started with another beautiful rainy day. i just love the rain. after my first class, i had nothing much to do since i also learned from migs we would not have puboff for today. i went to OLA to mail the manifestation and the opposition to the motion for reconsideration. again, i went to the post office personally to mail the copies for the adverse party. good thing i didnt mail the one for the nlrc because after lunch, i changed my plan of mailing it because i didnt know that 3 copies were needed and im only mailing one. and its all because i bumped into aimee and jason. kind of fortunate because i would be filing an insufficient number of copies. so i guess this would count as one of those rare lucky days. the only bad thing that happened today is the spending. the post office costs, the fares and my stupid choice of eating at kenny rogers. i exceeded my daily allowance. and i really need to save money because stuff are becoming more and more expensive. 

they say take a chance. ive lost so much im tired of taking chances. id rather let things slip away.

life is depressing. very, very depressing. especially when youre reminded of inequality in the world and the unfairness of life. that there will be losers. and i am one of them. that nothing good ever comes my way. and that i will have to put up with it for the rest of my life. i hate waking up in the morning.

the day started out well. got a couple of free rides. literally. when i was walking to ride a jeepney to the MRT, my uncle's driver saw me and said i could hitch a ride to the MRT station since its on his way back to my uncle's place. i rode the MRT to go to the NSO located at edsa corner times street to accompany a client. i then went to UP, riding a UP Pantranco jeep. paid P9. but since the jeepney driver told me he wont pass by malcolm hall, which is only a few distance from where we were already, he returned P7 so i can ride an ikot jeepney. fortunately, i got one of those "free ride" jeepneys.

the nice day ended there. everything went back to the normal tiring and confusing day. went to trinoma to have lunch and i also bought a new pair of headphones since the ones i have are already defective (useable but defective). i just bought a cheap one since i dont have the money to buy the really good ones. and im contemplating of buying a new mp3 player, since the one i have now is a bit defective. it had a good run so its not so bad (3 years for P1800. its like paying P60 per month. not bad really). then i got a document revised and because of that, i still havent have it signed. i was planning to have it mailed today. so i go to plan B. mail it in between classes on my own. and then went to the UP infirmary for a consultation because of my coughing fits which is already more than a week long. when i got to mercury drug, im sure the lady at the counter saw that i was surprised by how much the medicine costs. i only have coughing fits and the medication is worth P852! holy crap. it is expensive. even the generic one is worth P400 plus. sucks! 

another tiring day as usual. the day started with me going to OLA to have some stuff printed. then went to my supervising lawyer's law office to have them signed. then went back to UP to study. i spent a lot today because i ended up eating a P205 meal for lunch. another P75 meal in the afternoon and an P82 share on a "block pizza". that doesnt include the minor stuff like photocopied stuff and jeepney fares. its a very tiring and costly day

i think ive reached toxic levels in my room again. there's this cockroach that just wont leave my room for two days. i dont know, but i think its the same cockroach for the past two days. its just roaming around my room

another slow day for my social life. wait...do i still have one? well, yeah. trace amounts of it. dont really have the time to relax and unwind.

life is as depressing as usual

had another tiring day. had my first RRAF a while ago and had to rush it because it was urgent. didnt really have time to research on it. and because of that, wasnt able to study for nego. at least its still  tomorrow. the thing is, i need to allot time for instances like this. its like making sure you have time for unforeseeable stuff. and then, if you dont have any unforeseeable stuff to do, you make use of the free time for other productive things. nice life

currently, my source of strength is music.

got coughing fits. got runny nose. if i dont have a runny nose, got clogged nose. nice

got called yesterday for pub off and got called last friday for nego. i felt that i was going to be called yesterday but even if that was the case, i wasnt expecting to be asked on the commission on appointments. what sucked was even if i felt i was prepared, i just am unfortunate enough to be asked on stuff i didnt focus on. i guess that only mean im not prepared enough.

ive achieved invisibility. now what? i doubt the time is ripe for the ultimate disappearing act. so, will it be the great re-appearing act? not in the mood for it