ive made a lot of wrong turns in my life. and i keep making them. probably, im going to keep making them til i die. it seems i just have the knack for making the wrong decisions. and even if i realized where i made the wrong turn, i just keep on going. trying not to regret each one and not even attempting to undo it.

Just woke up and i have no idea where my mother and my brother is. well, i could guess where they could possibly be. anyway, point is, its usual that i wake up and find myself home alone and have no idea where my family went. sometimes they wake me up and tell me while im half asleep. and thats not really effective since i might not be listening. or they really dont tell me at all because it doesnt really matter that much to me.

i like being left home alone, especially in the morning since im not a morning person. i can be in the foulest mood and no one would mind. the only thing i dont like when home alone and not having an idea where they went is that when someone calls, i have no idea what to say where they went

life is depressing. i think i need to read 10 million books this summer.

im not in the mood to talk to anyone. why blog about it? i dont know. just wanted to say i dont feel like talking to anyone in any form of communication. and it has nothing to do with my recent tooth extraction due to an impaction. sure, its still a little sore and i still cant eat properly, but even if i was feeling ok, im still not in the mood to talk to anyone for any reason.

this entry should have been posted a few weeks ago. i wrote this in the pocket pc and forgot to send and post it

Talk about weird. Yesterday, it seemed like i have this uncanny (yes, i used the word uncanny) ability to make the gadgets around me to not work properly. First, it was my cellphone (again). I just bought P20 worth of credits thru autoload. And when i sent my message, it told me the network was busy. Ive been trying the entire day, and it kept saying the same thing, cant send the text message because the network was busy, so i better try again later. But when i used my brother's sim card, it worked fine even on my phone. So it wasnt my phone that was defective. Anyway, after midnight, the phone's back to normal.

Second was the pocket pc. I needed to reformat the memory card simply because the windows media player cant update its library. Something as simple as synchronizing which i do daily isnt working the way it should be. So a lot of time was wasted just because of those minor irregularities in the normal functioning of them gadgets. I didnt even attempt to back-up my phone because with the way things were going yesterday, i might end up in ali mall again, to have my phone repaired.

no summer OLA for me. im a bit disappointed actually. but i shouldnt be because when i saw the list that i was one of those who were conditionally accepted, i knew then and there that the chances of meeting the condition that would make me qualified to enroll for the summer program was small. maybe i just ignored what i thought and gave in to what i wanted. so i became hopeful. and now im disappointed. well, not that disappointed but it did bother me because it would have been really nice if i met the condition so i could register and enroll. it would really ease up my academic load this coming school year (if i get to stay in the university as a law student). it just sucked and no one's to blame but me. i mean, if i was just tough enough a few semester ago, i wouldnt have dropped the subject that led to a chain of events that brought me to where i am now.

finally, ive reformatted the PC. it works much better now. started around 330PM and its already 11 and im almost finished re-installing the software i need to restore.

thanks to the pocket pc, i can take my meds on time. well, almost. sometimes i dont recognize its the pocket pc's reminder alarm that im hearing. i thought it was my brother's cellphone's low battery alarm. when i checked what time it was, only then did i realize it was the pocket pc reminding me to take my meds for my minor dental surgery. why am i writing this? no reason. just had my last exam a while ago. people were saying that the junior year is over. yeah, but it doesnt follow were already seniors. well, for them but not for me. lawschool is still a big uncertainty for me.